Sudden change

Sudden change :

After my school days,
Three months latter,
I entered school again,
And my eyes watering silently.

I could see everything in different view,
The empty ground,
Where we played,
Laughed,
Giggled,
Fell,
Roared,
Fought.

Those pranks we had,
Teasing our teachers,
Giving blank calls,
Can't we ever get them back?
I shouldn't have been so touched with school,
I feel!

This is the campus we roamed,
The classes we bunked,
Those hide n seek games,
Basket ball court.
I really miss them.

Now I see myself standing,
Running, playing around.
A sudden noise,
Echoes my ears,
Am touched!
Those prayers I miss.
I miss them All.

Never will I get it again,
Never will I feel it again
I may come back to scjool millions of times,
But never will I get back those days.
All I can do is,
Weep and smile silently,
Recalling those memories in deep.!

Shashwati Patil

Will never change

29.My love for you will never end:

When I look at you
When I have you
I don't want anybody,
I feel eternal bliss,
World seems fake.

Time is running
But I don't feel,
Everything seems to be mine,
My mind is fine

You hold my palm promising,
Not letting me be alone,
Heart speaks thousands of words,
And eternal bliss in.

I feel good,
When we are together,
Holding my wrist,
Speaking so much,
Through your eyes.

Your smile makes me glad,
And I want to be with you forever,
Throwing myself into your arms,
And making myself satisfied.
Pure love it is,
Not any lust.

Your touch brings goosebumps,
I can't utter anything,
And that's perfect,
When I am with you.

Shashwati Patil

am waiting

��: Am waiting!

I  am so lonely without you,
My eyes forcibly
Look towards the door,
Waiting for your arrival,
Every minute.

Don't know what makes me,
So anxious to find you back?
Though, somewhere in my heart,
You won't be back.

It makes me feel sad,
Every morning, I am here without you,
I hope you can listen to my prayers, and regards,
I need you,
I need you now, then and every time, everywhere.
I can't add more words,
My heart is sinking,

All the way I am lonely,
Am incomplete,
Because you are not with me!

Its been eight weeks,
Have found no trace of you,
Everyone says, you're no more,
But my heart will never agree to it,
You know why?
Cause,
You're still in my heart,

Its probably afternoon falling,
Mixture of afternoon and evening,
Forming different atmosphere altogether,
Wish you were here,
And we would dance together,
Falling in love again with each other!
My love!
I will always love you!

Sky

Sky

Look at this beautiful nature,
With chirping birds around,
Greenery ahead, all way,
The dazzling blue sky.
My sight don't reaches the end,
But path seems to seem blur.
Its probably late evening falling,
Breezing all around,
Happening a new climate
The birds are off to nest,
Above tress,
Amazing surrounding with peace,
Looking at new formation,
Of above the sky
Its being filled up,
With little blue with ash smoke.

Tiny shades of orange,
Its calm,.
And now I can sense those tiny droplets from sky!
What a beautiful evening!

Shashwati Patil!

SchoolDays

Those Golden Days

Description : missing school days.

Slag language used bitterly,
Glib surface in playground.
The notorious in every field,
  Missing those moments,
  Missing those days, every minute.

Now its silence throb,
Feelings each beat of my heart,
Sensing those beautiful moments spent,
Stepping forward with gay.

I gaze at that play ground,
I hear those whispers and squeal,
While playing basket ball,
Dashing each other
With four team in one court.
Laughing at each other,
Falling down.
Missing those days.

Steadily moving to the class X-B
The murmuring sounds,
And not responding for any clash,
With that crazy attitude,
Loquacity habit that we had.

Tears move silently,
Those days were so good,
Innocence filled,
Just memories in heart,.
And peace of mind.

I wish,
I so wish to have those moments again,
Oh. Those golden days.
I miss them!!
I love them!

Shashwati Patil.

Dad

h my lovely father,
I love you.
I give you so much of strain.
I never made you feel proud of me.
I always get angry on you.
I fight with you,
When I don't get what I want.
But I fail to realise that,
You have given me life,
You have given me everything important that I needed.
You have given me so much that,
Many in this world don't get.
You have given me so much love.
So much of support inspite I haven't gained anything yet.

You always motivate me.
You inspire me.
I would be more happy,
If your father were here.
I miss his presence in my life.
So do you.
U never show up things.

Am sorry my darling Pappa.
I have hurted you alot.
In many reasons.
Am sorry.
I love you.
And now I know what your support means to me.

In any sad moment you and amma are always with me .
And then I know,
You dint had such ambience.
You miss your mom.
Though you don't tell it.
I love you so much..
I really love you .��

Shashwati Patil

Think

Think before you say yes.

We fight,
We cry,
We call our love as mistake,
End up with breakup.

But I realise
"I never loved anyone, like I did love you,"

Cause "no one is like you"

Oh baby,
You lit me up,
When I was broken,
You held me strong,
And walked with me,

Am mad at you,
That's why I shout you.

No matter what,
I will still love you!

I don't want you to leave me,
Cause I dreamt for us.

You promised me to be with me forever,
And if you go, I will kill you for sure.

Your happiness matters me.

At times I think,
What do I do?
If ever you walk away?
Let you go for your happiness?
Or should I ruin you at one go?

Shashwati Patil