Rohit

Happiness and sadness!

Description : Rohit happiness and hope was alive for one week! :)

After years probably,
Still you're in heart,
Just like fresh dew,
Oh my gal.
I missed you.
I missed you to my core.

You were the one,
You are the one for me,
After days,
I have gotta new hope,
Hope about us,
Being together,
Still not sure,
About future!

Oh darling,
You have been such a sweetheart to me,
Seeing you,
Brings chill down in my spine cord.
And I can't blink my eyelids,
Looking into your sparkling eyes!

After, many days,
I spoke to you,
Like I never did.
Those, late night calls,
Are troubling me now.
I miss everything about you my angel
Yes you are one angel
Probably, one for me!

I gaze at stars,
And miss our talks,
Standing on terrace and
Talking to you,
Is all I did,
This one week!
I miss it all now !

Rohit!

loveee

What is love?

How do you define love?
How do you express it?
Can you feel love?
Do you feel loved?

Can you measure love?
If yeah?
How is it weighed?
Is it conditional?
Or unconditional?

Scratching hand,
Crying over it,
Drinking and smoking,.
Isn't solution for the love!

Love is happiness!
If happiness exists,
You can love,
And also be loved enough!

Stop doing non sense things,
Quiting your life,
Isn't really fine!
There is no stupidness than it!

All promises can't be full filled!
Everything can't go as you wish!

Its life,
Ain't fairy tale!
But believe me,
Happiness exists!

Shashwati Patil

why cry

Who is going to be with you?
And how long?
Why do you cry over?
Is moving on so hard?

Life,
Which is so precious!.
Do you actually wanna spoil it?
Under the name of love?
Love failure?

Life is too big, people say!

But its too short,
To live in,.
To experience!
To know what worth is it?
So be practical enough and
Choose your way!

There are actually lot of things,
That you can do,
Else than crying and dragging
Over left things,

So many rides,.
Food, people to enjoy with,.experience with!

So chill!
And enjoy the cup of your tea!
Else than,
Loosing your dignity!

Shashwati Patil

mistakes commence

He isn't proud of her

He is never proud of her,
He was in fact, never,

She didn't liked singing,
She was forced to,

She liked playing guitar,
She was not allowed to,
Cause, guitars are played
And tuned in Bars,

She loved dance,
She shouldn't,
Cause, dancing is cheap,
You don't gain anything in that.

She started her business,
In teen
She was captured in news papers,
And then,she was asked to stop
This non sense,
And concentrate on studies.

She started reciting poems,
She was called to AIR,
and that was of no use,
Cause no one heard her.

She lost hope in what she was doing,
She lost interest,
That's why, she never shared,
Anything she does.
Cause everyone are
Ready to pin her,
And discourage her.

At last,.her poem was printed,
Her name was printed.
After many days,.
It was recozinised with it,.
And then,
She was told that,
Nothing could help her with it.

Your writings,
And publishers would make money!

Crap!
What she should do?
Stop everything?
Or stop breathing?

Shashwati Patil!

Being Gal

My mistakes :

I am gal,
And that's biggest mistake,
In this tale,
You can see all that takes.

If she roams around with guys,
She is slut.

If she talks freely,
She is mannerless,

If she wears shorts and western dress,
She is characterless.

If she argues with society,
Her parents didn't teach her how to behave.

If she gets close to guy,
Assuming him as best friend,
That means, she is whore.

If she pen down her emotions,. And recites poems,
She is blamed for not getting good marks.

Everything she does,
Is wrong.
If she wants to do something,
Laugh on her,
If she works,
She is wasting her time.
If she is called as guest lecture
In her teen age,
She is doing time pass!

If she is scared for something,
She is not trust worthy to hang out with!

Everything she does is wrong,
And at times I feel,
Taking birth in this society was her biggest sin.

Shashwati Patil

Sudden change

Sudden change :

After my school days,
Three months latter,
I entered school again,
And my eyes watering silently.

I could see everything in different view,
The empty ground,
Where we played,
Laughed,
Giggled,
Fell,
Roared,
Fought.

Those pranks we had,
Teasing our teachers,
Giving blank calls,
Can't we ever get them back?
I shouldn't have been so touched with school,
I feel!

This is the campus we roamed,
The classes we bunked,
Those hide n seek games,
Basket ball court.
I really miss them.

Now I see myself standing,
Running, playing around.
A sudden noise,
Echoes my ears,
Am touched!
Those prayers I miss.
I miss them All.

Never will I get it again,
Never will I feel it again
I may come back to scjool millions of times,
But never will I get back those days.
All I can do is,
Weep and smile silently,
Recalling those memories in deep.!

Shashwati Patil

Will never change

29.My love for you will never end:

When I look at you
When I have you
I don't want anybody,
I feel eternal bliss,
World seems fake.

Time is running
But I don't feel,
Everything seems to be mine,
My mind is fine

You hold my palm promising,
Not letting me be alone,
Heart speaks thousands of words,
And eternal bliss in.

I feel good,
When we are together,
Holding my wrist,
Speaking so much,
Through your eyes.

Your smile makes me glad,
And I want to be with you forever,
Throwing myself into your arms,
And making myself satisfied.
Pure love it is,
Not any lust.

Your touch brings goosebumps,
I can't utter anything,
And that's perfect,
When I am with you.

Shashwati Patil

am waiting

��: Am waiting!

I  am so lonely without you,
My eyes forcibly
Look towards the door,
Waiting for your arrival,
Every minute.

Don't know what makes me,
So anxious to find you back?
Though, somewhere in my heart,
You won't be back.

It makes me feel sad,
Every morning, I am here without you,
I hope you can listen to my prayers, and regards,
I need you,
I need you now, then and every time, everywhere.
I can't add more words,
My heart is sinking,

All the way I am lonely,
Am incomplete,
Because you are not with me!

Its been eight weeks,
Have found no trace of you,
Everyone says, you're no more,
But my heart will never agree to it,
You know why?
Cause,
You're still in my heart,

Its probably afternoon falling,
Mixture of afternoon and evening,
Forming different atmosphere altogether,
Wish you were here,
And we would dance together,
Falling in love again with each other!
My love!
I will always love you!

Sky

Sky

Look at this beautiful nature,
With chirping birds around,
Greenery ahead, all way,
The dazzling blue sky.
My sight don't reaches the end,
But path seems to seem blur.
Its probably late evening falling,
Breezing all around,
Happening a new climate
The birds are off to nest,
Above tress,
Amazing surrounding with peace,
Looking at new formation,
Of above the sky
Its being filled up,
With little blue with ash smoke.

Tiny shades of orange,
Its calm,.
And now I can sense those tiny droplets from sky!
What a beautiful evening!

Shashwati Patil!

SchoolDays

Those Golden Days

Description : missing school days.

Slag language used bitterly,
Glib surface in playground.
The notorious in every field,
  Missing those moments,
  Missing those days, every minute.

Now its silence throb,
Feelings each beat of my heart,
Sensing those beautiful moments spent,
Stepping forward with gay.

I gaze at that play ground,
I hear those whispers and squeal,
While playing basket ball,
Dashing each other
With four team in one court.
Laughing at each other,
Falling down.
Missing those days.

Steadily moving to the class X-B
The murmuring sounds,
And not responding for any clash,
With that crazy attitude,
Loquacity habit that we had.

Tears move silently,
Those days were so good,
Innocence filled,
Just memories in heart,.
And peace of mind.

I wish,
I so wish to have those moments again,
Oh. Those golden days.
I miss them!!
I love them!

Shashwati Patil.

Dad

h my lovely father,
I love you.
I give you so much of strain.
I never made you feel proud of me.
I always get angry on you.
I fight with you,
When I don't get what I want.
But I fail to realise that,
You have given me life,
You have given me everything important that I needed.
You have given me so much that,
Many in this world don't get.
You have given me so much love.
So much of support inspite I haven't gained anything yet.

You always motivate me.
You inspire me.
I would be more happy,
If your father were here.
I miss his presence in my life.
So do you.
U never show up things.

Am sorry my darling Pappa.
I have hurted you alot.
In many reasons.
Am sorry.
I love you.
And now I know what your support means to me.

In any sad moment you and amma are always with me .
And then I know,
You dint had such ambience.
You miss your mom.
Though you don't tell it.
I love you so much..
I really love you .��

Shashwati Patil

Think

Think before you say yes.

We fight,
We cry,
We call our love as mistake,
End up with breakup.

But I realise
"I never loved anyone, like I did love you,"

Cause "no one is like you"

Oh baby,
You lit me up,
When I was broken,
You held me strong,
And walked with me,

Am mad at you,
That's why I shout you.

No matter what,
I will still love you!

I don't want you to leave me,
Cause I dreamt for us.

You promised me to be with me forever,
And if you go, I will kill you for sure.

Your happiness matters me.

At times I think,
What do I do?
If ever you walk away?
Let you go for your happiness?
Or should I ruin you at one go?

Shashwati Patil

grandfather

��: Grand father!

Oh my grand father,
Stay blessed,
Where ever you're,
Keep showering
Your blessings upon me!

Do you know?
How blessed I feel?
To be your child,.
Grand daughter of an Advocate!

I was too young,
When you bid
Goodbye to this world,
Entering heaven.

I miss you grand dad,
I do
I feel to be with you,
You being my guide.

Although I have parents,
I miss parenting.
Because you aren't here,
To show the right path to them!

I have grown,
Listening to your stories.
How happy and
Greatfull I feel.

I have heard
You always being loyal,
People in the court
Around you would shiver,
When you enter.

The power and patience you had,
Yet people respect and salute,
You had such a command on yourself and also on people who were with you.

You lived quite long life,
But very little with your wife.

I love you,
I love your advocacy
I love your books
I love your poems
I love you
And I respect you.

Shashwati Patil

forgive

I confess :

Description : I finally confess things I have done.

Am sorry for the things that I have done,
For those situations I had to run.

Things were very confiscated
My love for you, also did.

And today, making official day
That I shall bend over your way

Now, its been heights of mistakes
Realisation of them is, now to overtake

Yes, I shall confess over to you,
I did go on trip,
And also did drink,
I am close to people,
As much as juice of triple
Situations on those days,
Hatred for you was most, way!
I couldn't stop,
And that's the reson I didn't top

And today,
Its all over to me,
I shall confess them,
I shall promise you,
I shall keep those, forever
Nothing can make us apart!

If you believe in me,
If you really do,
Hold my hand,
Assuming magical wand,
I shall Take you the place
Our's, the world of love
Where, only you and me,
Would all matter,
Where, we could be only each others,
Forgetting the earth behind,
Cause, you're the only
One for me,
My life
And my love :)

Oh my dear love,
I wished, you forgived!
Else, I shall wait till you
Forgive me by all your heart!

Shashwati Patil
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you and me

You and me!

Description : walk with my better half!

walk in moon light,
Drenching in rain,
Happiness and fear in heart,
Droplets of water,
On my back.

Muddy road,
Bear foots,
Without street lights,
Holding heals in hand

Parky evoking me,
I look aside n smile,
Someone holds my hand,
Attitude on my face,
Clearly reflecting back,
But nectar of love in heart.

To my own wonder,
The person is my better-half,
Cloud nine also couldn't hold me with the happiness I had.

Shashwati Patil

Romantic walk

P2015] ��: Romantic walk

Smokey sky,
Colourful buildings,
Dump roads,
Due to heavy rain,
Yet busy streets,
Greenery around,
Smell of mud,
Water splash,
Holding hands,
Soaking in rain,
Admiring the beauty,
Walking in silent
Eating kulfi,
Lightening and thundering,
Tighter I grab you,
Secured and safe
I feel in your arms,
My love :)
You're the one
For me :!

Shashwati Patil

Dear child

4.My dear child:

Description : when my child left us alone in the big mansion, the time we were carving for her love and time, then her gifts and luxury!

I don't wish for luxury,
I carve for your love,
I need you,
Not your car,
I want to talk to you,
Not spend time watching the television you got,

I want to go for walk with you,
Not with the caretaker,
I want to taste the food from your hand,
Not from the hotel chefs.
I don't wish for luxury,
I carve for your time.

My baby,
I want you to read news for me,
Not anyone else
Not even that iPhone,
Which you sent us,
I want to drink cup of coffee made by you in the beautiful garden we have.
Not anything else.

I know I trouble you with my silly jokes,
I want to make you laugh and impress you,
So that you talk to me little more on phone,
I keep complaining you about things,
Not because you can get much more,
So that
You stay with me,
Hold me,
And be with me!
I don't wish for luxury
I carve for your patience.

I and your dad,
Struggled hard in life,
To give everything you needed,
To make you big person with knowledge and wisdom,
Not that you get busy with your life,
Forgetting us!! 

Oh my dear kid.
You have given every luxury,
But our happiness lies in you.
Not in this!

We don't want to bug you,
But we can't help it out dear,
My princess you found your prince charming,
But don't neglect us, love!

We still carve for your presence dear,
And not the luxury we have :)

With love,
Mumma! :)

Shashwati Patil

betrayal

��: 2. Sorry for betraying you :

Description : The guilty feeling, when I wasn't loyal to you.

Sorry for betraying you:

Am sorry,
I didn't do things  purposely,
but M Paying for it thoroughly,

Love from you can't be gained,
You're already drained,

I strain you like hell,
As much as deep well.

But forgive me please,
I beg you for release.

Never will I do this again,
Trust me to regain.

One last chance,
So I can have a glance!

Shashwati Patil